23 years old. You always live in the safe and comfort shelter, where you never know exactly how to manage the single life, or how to live by yourself. You see the world through the eyes of music, novels and movies. You're the girl standing by the window and watching the storm outside. Have you ever walked through the rain or storm by yourself?
Sometimes you want to live the simplest life. You will marry. Have 2 childen. Have a cat or dog or both. You'll live in small town and earn enough money. Enough to buy food, clothes and other nessesary things. You'll have a small garden where you plant some flowers. In the morning, you'll prepare the breakfast, water the flowers, kiss your husband and your kids before they leave home for work or school. You'll enjoy your weekend in the park or zoo. And life goes on that way... and the cycle will wheel forever without end even when you die.
Is this the ideal life? Is this the life that human's searching for? You dont have no answer but you're still thirst for living another life. The life you don't know where it will lead you to. You read many books that tell you life is meaningless, why should you want to keep running for your life? why don't you just sit quietly in someplace, work decent job, have steady family, enjoy precious simple moments?
Are you wasting your life? are you just breathing or actually alive?
People ask the question and spend their life to answer it. You're not exception. You dare spend your life to discover new things. You dont know what you'll find in the end, and you still don't want to know. You want to peel them little by little. Everytime you decide something, you must risk your life to complete your mission. You have only one life. Just live.
