....

it's the beautiful season.

wind blows a litte cold. cold enough to make my heart so weak. i bet, if it's colder and colder day by day, i will shiver like a yellow leaf through the wind. but i love it, i love when feeling fragile. only in this moment, i allow myself to lose control.

only in this moment, i smell my loneliness apparently and my heart seems to be broken easily...
only in this moment, i want to give up everything, even my dream...
only in this moment, i want to put my head on the cloud and let it fly me everywhere, above the air and leave the world below.

only in this moment, i FEEL i am REAL.